Di Catatan Takodok

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When did you last see your father?
Was it when they burnt the coffin? Put the lid on it?
When he exhaled his last breath?
When he sat up and said something?
When he last recognized you?
When he last smiled?
When did you last see your father?
The last time he was healthy, active?
The last time you had an argument about something?
Those weeks we tried to say goodbye were like a series of depletions.
Each day I thought, “He can’t get less like himself than this. “
Yet each day he did.
So I’ve been trying to recall the last time I actually saw him.
The last time he was unmistakably there,
in the fullness of being…
… him.
[ Sumber ]

5 comments on “Questions

  1. christin
    July 28, 2010

    😥 😥

    i feel terrible each time i ignore my father’s sms or call…

  2. shigaleshka
    July 28, 2010

    i know i’m gonna hate this post *garuk2x pala*

  3. Mizzy
    July 29, 2010

    … when he’s trying to smile, even though he suffered with pain

    … that’s the last time I saw my father 🙂

  4. Takodok!
    July 29, 2010

    maaf ya teman-teman kalo bikin sedih 😦

  5. ratutebu
    July 29, 2010

    heeh ik.. jadi sedihhh.. aku kangen bapakkuuu.. 😦

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