Questions

When did you last see your father?
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Was it when they burnt the coffin? Put the lid on it?
When he exhaled his last breath?
When he sat up and said something?
When he last recognized you?
When he last smiled?
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.
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When did you last see your father?
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The last time he was healthy, active?
The last time you had an argument about something?
Those weeks we tried to say goodbye were like a series of depletions.
Each day I thought, “He can’t get less like himself than this. “
Yet each day he did.
So I’ve been trying to recall the last time I actually saw him.
The last time he was unmistakably there,
in the fullness of being…
… him.
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5 Responses to Questions

  1. christin says:

    😥 😥

    i feel terrible each time i ignore my father’s sms or call…

  2. shigaleshka says:

    i know i’m gonna hate this post *garuk2x pala*

  3. Mizzy says:

    … when he’s trying to smile, even though he suffered with pain

    … that’s the last time I saw my father 🙂

  4. Takodok! says:

    maaf ya teman-teman kalo bikin sedih 😦

  5. ratutebu says:

    heeh ik.. jadi sedihhh.. aku kangen bapakkuuu.. 😦

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