“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends‘ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
December of 14th 2009 @ 15:21
Ok. Now follow me… Scream. Out loud.
- No, I’m not in blue, incorrelate to those lovey dovey thingy but yes, I’m exhausted.
- No, I don’t hate Monday cause everyday is the same for me. But yes, this is not my day. I’m exhausted.
[*] Salah satu pengarang favorit saya meski belum banyak bukunya yang saya baca; Stardust, Neverwhere, dan Coraline (menyusul). Kutipan-kutipan lain bisa dilihat di sini
07 November 2010 @ 21:33
You did something stupid, like said your heart was mine or smile at me. Since that day, my life wasn’t my own anymore. It took me as hostage then let me cried in the darkness and your words turned into a glass splinter working its way into my heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate you. I curse the day we met for the first the time. Now, my plan is to forgive and forget; forgive myself for being stupid and forget you ever existed in my heart [*].
[*] Kalimat terakhir diambil dari tweetnya @nicowijaya dengan sedikit perubahan 🙂